I went for my three month check up at the mental health doctor and they weigh me there. I had no idea what my weight was going to be. I was very nervous. Turns out I am down 6 pounds since I went to the doctor last! Slowly but surely I will do this!
On my last entry I put my weight and measurements up for the world to see. It was a hard thing for me to put it up there and admit to the world that I am that big and that unhealthy. If I want to really do this I need to put it up there. Show where I started from.
My weight was really a slap in the face last time I went to the psychiatrist, I was 4 pounds away from 300. I do not want to pass that mark on the scale. It scared me. A lot. It woke me up that I need to really do something about it and not just sit around and keep getting bigger.
Here are starting measurements and weight. I don’t have a scale to weigh myself at home with so that will only be updated about every three month when I go to the psychiatrist, that is the only time I am ever weighed. I will update the measurements once a month.
Waist: 49 inches
Hips: 57 1/2 inches
Arms: 21 1/2 inches